tethering to the deep
You cannot fear destruction and love creation. They are two sides of the same coin.
This is what I think happened to a certain generation of New Age teachers; the ones who built
integration
the tyrant works for me
I have no desire to be a tyrant or a megalomaniac. Lord knows we have enough of those characters in the world.
And yet I know the archetype lives in me. Only now
when the maps stop working
A personal account of what happened when my New Age spiritual practice stopped working—when manifestation felt hollow, my empowerment teachings failed me, and I had to cross a threshold with no map. This is my story of five years in the underworld and what I found on the other side.
shapeshifter
I write, but I'm not a writer.
I teach, but I'm not a teacher.
I make art, but I am not an artist.
I turn lead into gold and
destroyer of worlds
For most of my life, I identified as a rebel and considered myself a lover of freedom. A freedom almost always defined by what I was running from, rejecting, or pushing against. I