The Illogical Burning Belly of Soul Desire

Jul 27, 2019
24 more hours here in this condo by the sea, with my love.
I'm having such a good and easy time with him that I almost forget why we're going our separate ways...

Why is it that I seem to hold the most appreciation for people, things, and scenarios in my life on their way in, and on their way out? (not the point here, but curious side phenomena to ponder)

When I feel deep down within to my burning belly of desire, I remember how "Fuck Yes" this choice is, to diverge onto solo adventures, for now... as illogical as it seems. 

When I look back, I see more and more clearly how I sacrificed myself for his love in ways from the very beginning that were so small and so subtle, they were almost invisible to the human eye.
Over time, these invisible denials of self added up to equal a debilitating disempowerment and suffocation of my soul - manifesting in a host of unsavory ways through all arenas of my life.

This was...

A Life On Loan

Jul 26, 2019

Two more days left at Tropic Seas... I've been here so long (by gypsy standards) that this place feels like mine.

It's so strange to be turning it all in. 
It's as if I checked out this life from the library, 
and the return date has come due.

I realize though, that this is all we're ever doing.

Just checking life stories out from this Earth Library...
and the reality is that it all comes due for return, eventually.

the body - it's not yours. 
the house - it's not yours. 
the money - it's not yours. 
the car - it’s not yours.

the lover, the friends, the business - not yours. not yours. not yours.

.... to convince yourself that you are the owner of these things, is to pull the wool over your own eyes.

It's all just a mirage. A dream. 

... with rapidity.

To cling when the winds of change blow and the return date is near,
is to suffer at the hands of illusion.

The real truth is this: 
there are no limits to the...


Caution is for Pussies

Aug 13, 2018

Stop playing it safe, goddammit!

What in the actual fuck are you trying to shelter yourself from, anyway?


An exciting, thrilling, intoxicating life experience?


Are you trying to tip-toe into the grave?

Careful, to not make too many waves or ruffle too many feathers before you take your extended dirt nap?


You're gonna die...

in not all too many years,

in the grand scheme of things.




Are you in this human game for a sleepy, yawn-filled time?




are you gonna risk it all,

stop pussyfooting around,

and fucking GO FOR IT?


Wouldn't you rather dance into that grave, with arms flailing, laughing all the way?


KNOWING that you lived your life to the fullest?

that you opted into the grandest adventures?

that you played FULL OUT?


I assure you,

leaping boldly, audaciously, WILDLY into the unknown over and over and over again will produce for you a far more delicious experience than playing it safe EVER will.




Melt Your Limiting Beliefs Back Into Nothingness

Aug 12, 2018

I used to not want anyone to know what my limiting beliefs were... fuck, I didn’t even want to know what they were.


I’d been taught to focus on the positive and so rejected & stuffed away in the “closet” all I deemed negative.


I felt like if “we” really knew what I thought about myself, then it’d become more real in my life.


That’s back when I believed the thoughts in my head, and also didn’t understand the power of resistance to create more of exactly what I resisted.


These days though...


I’ve been literally rejoicing each time I discover a new secret story of limitation I’ve been telling all these years, and I share my discoveries with all the people closest to me; my business coach, my money coach, my boyfriend, my daughter, my clients (who are also my friends)


Because I understand something now, I didn’t understand back then...


Just because it’s a...


Change Your Mind and Change What You Create

Aug 11, 2018

The most “challenging” part of changing your life

is changing your mind.


You create your world from the inside-out,

always and without fail.


If you want a different experience,

you've gotta start seeing things differently.


in order to see things differently,

you've gotta start thinking differently.


If you want to sidestep into an entirely new reality,

you've got to be willing to reel yourself in

and put your energy

where the real change occurs...




This requires a few things:

* radical self-responsibility

* the willingness to say YES to your desires

* disciplined focus


Many aren't willing to do this.

It's too hard they say.

And so they give in to subpar living.

When the truth is,

they are UNLIMITED.


This is your truth too.

It's everyone's truth.



will you do the work to forge new pathways in your mind,

and tap your true potential?




will you take the...


Your Choice is Wildly Powerful

Aug 09, 2018

NEVER underestimate the power of saying YES to your soul!


The simple act of saying YES is truly all that's needed to initiate the transformation required to receive what you've said YES to...


your choice is WILDLY powerful.


I dare you to identify all the places you've been shutting yourself down, all the places you've been saying NO to your desires...


and then run a crazy ass experiment of saying an internal YES - and invite in the audacity to BELIEVE it's possible for you - where before you would have uttered a hard NO.


When you say yes to your soul,

you activate literal miracles in your life.


The universe WANTS to provide for you.

It wants to make your wildest dreams come true...


But it's up to you to initiate the process,

and it all starts with a YES. 


Chandra Nicole


Create Heaven on Earth

Aug 07, 2018

To the degree in which you release resistance to your circumstances, and to the degree in which you believe you can have what you really want - so shall you manifest the life that you’ve secretly (or not so secretly) been asking for, every time you experience what you don’t want.


Give up the fight.

Be grateful for the whole damn lot,

knowing it's perfectly delivered you to NOW


know that whatever is presenting in the moment of now,

is not the totality of what's available to you


find the beauty in it

(I assure you there IS beauty in it)


but don't stop there.


Conjure up visions of your next great adventures

if you can see it

if you can feel it



Give ALL doubts to the infinite.

Cast them upon the Christ within

where they are returned to their native state of nothingness

and you go free in abundance and pure possibility


THIS is literally the process to liberate yourself and conjure forth your own version of heaven...


For the Game Changers

Aug 02, 2018

When I was younger I was a total outcast, a misfit, a rebel.

I did NOT care to do what everyone was telling me I had to do. I just wanted to do whatever the fuck I wanted to do, whenever the fuck I wanted to do it, with whomever the fuck I wanted to do it with.

I did not fit in with the 'high achievers' in school, and so I actually took on the idea for a really long time that success was not for me because I just COULD NOT, no matter what I did, make myself fit into the mold of what everyone else was doing.

I was called irresponsible, wishy washy, uncommitted, lazy.

I bought into that shit as the truth of me for a long ass time, until the day I realized...


I was never supposed to conform, because I am here to change the motherfucking game. I am here to usher in brand new paradigms in the areas of love, money, business, and life in general.

THAT is what I am committed to and always have been, even before I was aware of it.



I Love Runnig Up Against My Limitations

Aug 01, 2018

I’ve gotten to the point where I LOVE when I run up against my own limitations, fears, uncertainties, doubts...


because it’s an indication to me that I’m on the edge of my current reality, and on the cusp of the ‘next level’ me.


It literally happens

every. fucking. time.


I cannot step into something new without witnessing what was, embracing it, and then CHOOSING to opt out of all the old stories that were only relevant to my past reality...


And so, I get excited by my fears because I know they’re presenting to me an opportunity to blast past my edge and emerge victoriously into the newest, sexiest, sauciest, most powerful-est () version of me yet...


along with the expanded reality to match.


This has been my past 24 hours.

Epic. Fucking. Day.


My question to you is this:

Would you be willing to make friends with your fear, uncertainty and doubt?


What if you could love the fuck out of it and...


Fall In Love with Life! (A mantra for you)

Jul 30, 2018

“I am surprised and delighted by the miraculous ways in which Life delivers to me all that I desire and more.


Life gets it kicks off seeing me rich, at ease & turned on by existence.


Every day I express what I want and life gives it to me; no questions asked, simply because I want it.


Life dotes on me, tends to me, worships me.


I love Life, and Life loves me.”





Chandra Nicole



I found this mantra in my memories today.... it’s from my personal collection and summons the exact energies I personally embodied over the past year & a half to call in the love of my life and a six figure business, centered around BEING me & doing only what I love.


I’ve grown passionate about helping others like me, and so I’m initiating a High Society of like hearted souls.


This is a tight-knit circle of misfits, messengers & miracle workers entertaining high...