I Have a Confession

Jun 07, 2017

Okay, so you know how I'm aways ranting everyday in that inspirational, motivational, what-the-even-fuck sort of way...

well, most of these pep talks are modified versions of what I'm writing to my own damn self in my journal every day.

THERE.
I SAID IT.

The words that I share with you, are the very words I use to talk myself over ledges - to activate my own badassery - to remember the truth of what I actually AM.

Today, I'm feeling inspired to not even modify what I've written and just copy and paste my own journal rant to myself, and share it with you.

You guys --
WHAT I SHARE WITH YOU IS MY PROCESS.
Every. Damn. Day.

So today, I'm talking myself over the ledge of investing 11k for six weeks of empire building coaching. It is a definite FUCK YES for me... but what happens after the fuck yes (which always means FOR SURE expansion) is that our little self tries to talk us back into safety -- it wants us to stay the version of ourselves that we already understand and know our way around.

I'm sure you can relate, right? 😉

And so last night, my little self was pulling out ALL THE STOPS trying every which way to talk me out of what I know in my heart is a FUCK YEAH!

HERE'S EXACTLY WHAT I WROTE IN MY JOURNAL THIS MORNING (to flip the script):

So last night my mind was trying every which way to talk me out of investing the 11k for the empire building coaching, which i KNOW in my heart is a YES.

It told me that I was irresponsible to spend all my money on that.

It told me that adding in this expense would fuck up my ability to travel with ease.
It told me that I would have no money to eat.
It told me that i would get my jeep repossessed.
It told me that i would fuck up my credit (as if it wasn’t already fucked 😂)
It told me that I was foolish to spend so much money on my business.

What in the actual fuck?
All this is so much bullshit!
I KNOW that none of this is fucking true.

I understand that my little self is just trying to keep me safe,
but I don’t want to live a safe life…

I want to live a life of rapid expansion
I want to live a life on fire with passion and purpose
And that means stretching myself every single day!
That means throwing myself off the ledge
Every. Single. Fucking. Day.

If I want to play the responsibility game, then investing 11k in me is actually one of the most responsible things i can do!

No thing in this moment is more important to me than building this empire that will change lives all over the world.
It is THE MOST IMPORTANT THING to me.
And so investing in this coaching right now is THE MOST ALIGNED thing I can do.
Not only is it aligned,
it’s me choosing not to struggle and not go it alone.
It’s me choosing the path of ease.
It’s me choosing the path of full support.
It’s me choosing to become better at what I DO, so I can serve more people.
It’s the the path of having it all!

More money always shows up quickly for me.
I KNOW THIS FOR SURE.
It always does.
I always get what I ask for.
I can create anything I want on demand!

So why would I ever need to be afraid of running out of money, or anything for that matter?
I know that when I choose powerfully and have FAITH,
seas part and mountains move.
I know this because I’ve done it time and time and time again.

I don’t need to be scared to grow!
Now is the time!
The time is NOW.
All that I’m wanting is already mine.
All I have to do is CHOOSE it.

I am committed to growing this damn empire.
I am ALL IN, like never before.
I’m fucking doing this. And I’m doing it NOW.

I trust that every damn thing will work out miraculously beyond my wildest imaginings.
I am a miracle and I expect miracles!
Miracles are mine to experience.
I am on my path.
I’m listening to my guidance.
I’m leaping into my fuck yeah’s!
I am choosing in alignment!
(Even though it freaks me out a little, it’s exciting as Fuck!!)

THIS IS how I choose to live my life.
Following the yes’s.
Stretching rapidly into greater and greater versions of me.
Fast growth. Quantum leaping.

Is it uncomfortable? YES
Is it exciting? YES
Is it thrilling? YES

What do you have to lose, chandra?
NOTHING.

You know how this story ends,
so why the fuck would you ever hesitate to say YES?
Just fucking do it.

You are a powerful creator.
What you want is already YOURS.
This idea that it’s not, is just cRaZy.

You got this, girl.
JUST FUCKING DOEET.

NO LIMITS. JUST LOVE.
~Chandra Nicole