chandra nicole.

chandra nicole.

Making it up as I go...

love affair with life

I’m having a love affair with my life. It’s the romance I always sought in another, which never failed to leave me feeling hollow like a mirage of something real. Life

plumage in the breeze

Once upon a time, I looked at the world around me and noticed that everything was wonky as fuck. I saw people spending a majority of their lives at jobs they disliked or

death became my savior

When I was 31 years old, death became my savior. I had reached a crux of my adult life, which featured me, in the same red wine and tear-stained light blue yoga pants

walls of conclusion

I do my best to cozy down into a ‘normal’ life situation...  Ya know, with love and cookies, and consistent bedtimes.  Date nights and planning.  Steady jobs with paychecks and insurance and stuff.